foolish pride

moon illuminates the night with sorrow
in desolate as my tears gravely flow
to our love that i strongly hold
repeating in my mind, aching in my soul

the night stands still in troubled silence
delicate breeze movingly around me
hoping it breathes away my sadness
instead, it whispers of our love to me

forever fighting to always stand strong
turn a blind eye to what have gone wrong
parading confidence staying headstrong
foolish pride overrules too long

quavering within battered and bruised
fighting a battle i bound to lose
torturing my soul defying the truth
living a lie hopelessly doomed

jaded of illusion i absurdly create
arm wides open surrender to fate
lose these four walls consciously shaped
admitting mistakes, is it too late?

not letting go

i know you keep telling me to forget
i know you keep telling me to let go
i know you want me to move on
i know you wish the best for me

you want me to be strong
you want me to have a life
you want me to be happy
above all you want me to love again

i find it hard to let you go
i find it hard to let us go
i find it hard to erase the memories
the only thing i own of you

you remind me that i was once loved
you remind me that i did have love
you remind me the beauty of love
and i am scared to lose that feeling

first date

oh bugger!
have i bored you to death?
am i that teribble?
shit! must be a nightmare to be out with me
honestly, i swear
i am not usually this boring
i am fun
in fact, i am exceptionally interesting
i am just a teeny weeny bit nervous
okay, i am very very nervous
that is why i cackle with no reason
sorry mate
i am just not familiar with you
not well enough to be myself
besides
this is my first date!

buenos aires

beautiful city of tango

of lovers' burning passion

full with craze and love

melancholic

glamorous

charismatic

oozes sex in the air

we made mad passionate love

on the rooftop

underneath bright full moon

comforted by gentle breeze

romantic

sensuos

simply captivated the essence of Buenos Aires