Johnny

johnny rushed in an hour late

single malt ready for him.....

uncomfortably downing one glass after another

he started to mumble,

peculiar! Johnny never mumbled, not in his dictionary

Out of the blue he talked of

life, angels, heaven, eternity.........

demon within, pain, hell....

destiny, fate...

What the hell?!!!! meaningless to me

i laughed away to his alchohol nonesense

exactly 12.34 a.m

johnny gave me a hug, so tight, crushing my bones

looked hard, looked troubled

twenty seconds later he stormed out the door

taxied away in the pouring rain

mysterious johnny

what's his story?

that was the last time i saw the back of him

no one knows where he is

where is johnny?

unwanted coffee

i am a cup of coffee

freshly brewed

from the finest beans

in a fancy cup

hot, alluring, aroma.....

i am ready....waiting.....still waiting...still....no eager lips

alone..gradually from cold to colder...

undesirable and unwanted cup of coffee

old man across the street pt II

he was still there still with nothing still a nothing and wandered around begging for fifty cents or a pound a beer a lager a fag a bite of the sandwich and left over chips never tired could not care less always lost insignificant but is fine he still has his corner his cardboard and still living in his own little world in this big big world he survives today for another tomorrow another tomorrow another tomorrow

old man across the street pt 1

he had nothing not even a dollar for bread not even a roof when it rains he was so frail as the cold night set in he smiled waved his right hand without looking and walked away to hide at a corner with a ciggie between those scrawny dirty fingers happily smoking away with his eyes closed humming a tune slowly falling asleep in his ragged clothing on a brown cardboard as he dreamt away

black

black

clouding you

you look confused, uncertain,unable to arrive to a decision

shit happens

you are not alone,

everyone has their own black moment

be patient

it'll fade, won't be coloured by black any longer

white always return

calms everything, colours tranquility

starry starry night

under those starry starry nights, i'm feeling slightly down, into the dark sky i want to leave all worries behind

crazy thoughts going round and round, sad memories still stick around, i wish upon a star, i can steal those memories, hide them away behind every cloud

million of stars covering the sky, whenever i'm down again, i will pick one star, throw all my sadness there, i shall be in peace

after she left

after the funeral

i drove home

wreathed in misery

completely shattered

standing still

scent of her still lingered

nowhere to be seen

memories of her and i

playing in my mind deliriously

i do wish she is around

i dislike empty bed

and i miss her hot chocolate in the morning

in denial

corner table by the window

black coffee for you and i

watching the motionless traffic

we talked about everything ........................

if it would stop raining by four o'clock

it we should have bought the red car (not the black)

if Blair should stay for another term (or should Cameron?)

if we should have holiday in Thailand (Sweden perhaps?)

if Nick Drake is still alive (an icon?)

if we should try new positions in bed

So many things to talk about

Mostly unnecessary

literally............we talked

But

Nothing of our ill broken relationship

Land of Magic

i sailed away

to the land of obscurity

i floated away

to the realm of dreams

i flew away

to the sky of love

i swam away

to the sea of no worries

i slept alone

in the land of magic

green green grasses

flowers and mushrooms

flying like doves

feeling like stone

i was all alone

two level higher

dived into land of magic

many many times...................................

Hurricane

Sometimes we fight
Sometimes we love

If we break up
Then we make up

Part of us love
Part of us hate

We love....... we kiss
We hate ........ we miss

Sometimes we hold on
Sometimes we move on

This is insane
There is no end

How can we love?
When we love like hurricane

Perfect Shoulder

it ain't easy

to find that perfect shoulder

effortlessly offers

remedy

security

comfort

and friendship

cherish it

before it is too late.......